My Own Angst

Like Jen, I think that may be suffering from some angst. Combined with feeling a bit blue.

The bottom line is that I miss Steven. A lot.

Don't get me wrong I'm not crying every day about it, and I know that I'll see him soon, but despite all of that I still get "blue" about it.

Since I don't have a ton of friends here, the ones that I do talk to understand why I'm sad sometimes, but I get so annoyed when ever anyone tells me how hard long distance relationships are, and how long I should wait until I move out there. I know that they have good intentions but sometimes I just want to tell them to shut their pie holes.

Because no matter what its still so hard.

Whenever I see couples walking on the street holding hands my heart sinks, and I can't listen to slow love songs or watch sappy romance movies because they make me feel sad.


I need to find a way to get through this...