Uhh...Okay, and here's a lesson of the day.

Soo, let me understand this. Everyone including myself, gets all excited about the finale of "The Apprentice," and last night wasn't the finale. I mean talk about cancelled excitement. But, its okay I guess, the party at the Park Hyatt was pretty nice. Especially the grapefruit martini I had.

Alright, onto another subject. Throughout my life, I've always talked too much, and had moments where I said something that was misinterpreted, or that I probably should've kept to myself. I know that there's at least one person who will read this that will ask me if I understand the "moral of the story." Or the comment I should say.

I know that I should think before I speak, I KNOW that. But I also know that if I say that I know that, I'll be asked why I do it. And if you don't have anything nice to say, then don't say it. I've heard it all.

Therefore, I from this day on will never make comments that people might take personally. Like stating my opinion on bridemaid's dresses, saying bad things about the person I'm dating, or saying how I don't like the pizza here in Chicago. Because it will result in me either never hearing the end of it, people not liking me, or me reading about it somewhere.

I also know that I shouldn't care about what people say about me, especially if they don't know me that well, but I'm sensitive and I do want everyone that meets me to like me. Because I think that I'm a nice person. I also try very hard every day to be a better person, and appreciate life more. I know that is kinda corny, but its important to me.

So, therefore, to all of my friends out there, near and far, I'm sorry for not always saying the right thing, but I am human, and part of being a human being is making mistakes. Nobody is perfect!