My Public Service Annoucement # 3

I decided that I didn't like my last posting, so here is a new one of how I really feel.

This is based on actual events of today, and some of my girlfriends will surely get a kick out of this one...

Mr. X (Sorry, I decided that it would probably be better if I didn't have his actual name there anymore...)

You amazed me today w/your nasty e-mails. By the way, my parents DO know about everything now.

First off, look up the word disrespect in the dictionary. I think that you took it a lot further than I did. I might've talked about you behind your back to my friends, and one of your friends, which in that case was wrong. But when it comes to MY friends, I can tell them whatever I want. You tell me that I treated you bad, what about me? What about making me feel like the worst person in the world, causing some of friends to not want to talk to me b/c you had some sort of problem w/them, or reading my emails and telling me that you have no respect for my mom, and "fuck them" about my parents.

Oh, and calling me a whore, a liar, a phonie and concieted b/c you wanted me to know how pissed off you were at me. And hmm what about grabbing my arm at your friends wedding, and the night that you grabbed me by the neck and said "you're lucky I wasn't angry."

Secondly, this thing about you being the "only one" who was there for me when I didn't have a job, think again. My FAMILY was there for me, and the friends that I had at the time. How dare you say that.

But apparently I'm still a piece of shit. Well, screw that I'm not going to sit here and take that.

I may have hurt you, but you took away my pride, my self-worth, and tore my heart apart. You made me hate myself and my life.

But not anymore. I REFUSE to be weak anymore, cry another tear, or feel guilty. If I need to learn how to treat people better, than so do you.

And as Greg, one of the authors of "He's just not that into you" said; "Shitty relationships make you feel shitty, and that's not what you were put on this earth for."


Okay, I said what I had to say. I hope that everyone who reads this remembers that they deserve to be happy, and that making mistakes is part of life and being a human being. Find someone who will love you the way that you deserve. Never ever settle for anything less than the best! :-)


Okay, thats it for tonight...