Worry Is My Middle Name

If there is one thing that people close to me know about it me its how much I worry. However, it is something that most people catch onto when they start to get to know me.

I worry about the things that any human being should worry about it, and then everything that every girl worries about.

I worry about how I'm doing at my new job, my relationship, my family, friends, if the zit on my face is noticeable, if my breath is bad, if I'm annoying, and to an extent, what other people think of me. Even though I should know better to know that it only matters what my family thinks.

My whole life I've always wanted people to like me, to see what my family sees, and for people to actually take me seriously.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I feel empty and lonely sometimes. I love my life but I constantly wonder what people think of when they look at me. If they look past the surface, and into who I really am.

That I don't just know about designer clothes and Tiffany's.

I actually do know things. I consider myself to be intelligent. I've done 4 study abroad programs, I have a college degree. I enjoy talking about books, art, politics, religion, business, culture, and life.

I just hope that theres someone out there who will read this and maybe understand what I'm saying and how I feel.....