Update

Yesterday was my first day at my new job. So far so good. I really like the people, and they took me out for dinner last night which was very nice. I also like the fact that the office is all women, and that its just me, and 4 other people.

I'm not crazy about training because there's so much to absorb and my brain just feels fried. I got my new computer today, and tommorrow hopefully I'll have a desk and a phone.

Other than that I'm starting to feel better about Steven. Of course I still love and miss him, and wish that I could talk to him, but I know deep down that this is for the best right now. After all, you have to let go of what you can't change right?